Bad dream, 11 26

Bad dream.

Dream, 11 24

I had a dream of someone I like very much, apparently. He was always there, asking questions for me to answer, for me to participate in conversation. Always appears to have found a way, to get me in. Such a lovely feeling. Was like that even with other ppl in the room. [Work ppl.]

Not just once, or, for short, briefly, for convenience but because of /anyways. #thankyou

Don’t worry about

Don’t worry about it. Haven’t learned already and also soonafter agreed on it that this a shitty thing to say? It hurts all the way down, up, whatever, and, it isn’t true.

It hurts even to think about ALL things. “Establishment” always wins, the way they see themselves.

I’m so angry. Just do not get in my way, today especially. In return, I am already trying EVERYTHING that nothing bad slips AWAY or whatever. @youstupid fucks and @idiots #ihy #gth #rih #fy #fo

It is never going to get better, is it? Stupid as fuck. Age does not bring you wisdom but conscience of reality and how #effed up the world incl + esp its people in it, on it, whatever you stupidfuckups, really is.

Want home

Want my home back, sleep, and need my home back. Strong but tired. People are draining again.

Bad dream

Woke up and kind of a bad dream. Then found an information that I did not want to. Revert.

No sense

It does not make no sense at all. People are rubbish. I know their shit, even better, by now, and they continue their shit, and they are let their shit.

Who cares. If you are nothing you are nothing. They “think” you are shit but it’s them all along.

I don’t care about this world, esp. its people in it, on it, any longer. #gth

Trapped. So, who cares about environmentprotection or climateprotection or dataprotection? Go fuck yrslvs and your rottenchildrengrandchildren. Who even gave you permission to bend you rottengenes on others? #stupididiots

Daily life

If entering form of public transportation by two or more, choose seats next to each other or one sit, the other stand by? Depends, lol.

When “people” do things

That no one understands that is beyond reason. THEY SEEM TO ACTUALLY “THINK” PEOPLE DO NOT GET THEIR FALSEHOOD AND PRETENDING!!!!!! OF COURSE, THEY DO. ABSOLUTELY, EFFING DO.

Don’t crowd me

Feel like crying, all day.

Stupid mistakes.

Hate all people.

Selfish, rotten garbage who can’t stand others being happy.

That is why the hate and other reasons, lots of reasons.

#effoff #idiots Very stupid idiots. Same. Can’t. Loser. idiots. effnvcgjfdhv hcxghbjvghhggcvjkjjkkkbzsserf

It does not who you are

It does not matter who you are as long as what you are is below anyone else. They screw you over no matter what, as crazy, so just effoff.

No one listens to you all over, ignore, and neglect you, stalk you as the crazy ppl they are.

You said I could talk to you, or tell you when I’m sort of uncomfortable, or ppl make me so. Does it count for those garbage ppl too?

It is not fair, but, what does fairness have to do with it, is what you rotten garbage say, no? IDIOT!

Btw, I know EXACTLY how that goes, talks, etc, with me losing ANY TIME, EVERYTIME.